DENIAL

de·ni·al

diˈnīəl/

noun

the action of declaring something to be untrue.

Well, that's the definition of "denial".

You know why I wrote this post? Recently I felt that I often get myself into a denial stage.

Like, I just got a short haircut, then I denied that I miss my long hair, I denied that I love it long. Plus people around me tell that my new hair is better cause I look fresh in it.

That's just a simple instance.

What I wanna talk about is, I feel that I often denied something in order to put a distance from people, I don't want them to know what I really feel. I don't know why. Like, I used to like that one guy, but I kept it myself, when people were asking about what I feel, I usually said no I didn't like him.

In my humble opinion, sometimes denial can protect yourself from something you don't want it to be happened in the future. But, it can also be your boomerang, it attacks you and you know it will.

Hello Again, There! It's About My Trip to Hong Kong & Macau.

Yea, as the title is "Hello Again, There!", so.. Hello!

Been a really long time since my last post, almost 3 years ago. Wow.

I know maybe no one (or maybe just a few) will visit my blog lol yea cause almost all of the posts are containing my personal life story. But I just feel comfortable to write anything here, it's like my virtual diary (most of the bloggers do it, huh?).

You know what, now I have been working for 5 months! Suddenly I missed my blog. So I'm comin back. I wanna share my life recently here. I just got back from my vacation, I went to Hong Kong and Macau with my family. I felt that it passed so fast, I was there from March 5th to March 9th, 2014.

Here are some pictures (and stories):

Day 1: Disneyland

It's really the happiest place on earth. You know, you'll never be too old for Disney ;)

At Hong Kong Disneyland's Main Gate

Doin a tourist pose in Mickey's frame

In front of Disney Princess' Castle, oh please take me back to that fairy tales

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Some shots with Disney figures.

Day 2: Macau

Heaven for gamblers, Asia's Las Vegas. And since Macau was former Portugese colony, there are still so much place with Portuguese style (which is beautiful & awesome!)

Started at Ruins of St Paul's, Monte Fort

Posing at the famous Venetian Hotel

In the back of Venetian, I'm such a really happy girl

The famous dancing fountain at Wynn Hotel

Casinos everywhere

Day 3: Madame Tussauds & Shopping around Mongkok

Since Madame Tussauds is located at The Peak, we got there by Peak Tram, awesome! But the weather wasn't that good, too cold and too fogged.

And you have to know that Hong Kong is really crowded, people everywhere like it's a sea of human, do not ever get lost!

Some shots at Madame Tussauds

Shopping time!


Day 5:
Avenue of Stars & Causeway Bay

Day 5: Hong Kong International Airport

Catched the plane, go back to Jakarta, holiday's over :(

MY SUPER 20! ♥ (part II)

Halooo, gue begitu seneng dapet surprise lagi. This time I got it from my girls: Stacia, Deisy, Novia, Michelle, Fifi, Celi. Bener-bener ngga nyangkaaaa!

Jadi tuh kemaren kan gue ngampus, nah pas abis kelas sore-sore gitu Novia pertamanya minta temenin makan di Plangi tapi gue bilang gue ga bisa kalo nemenin makan karena gue buru-buru. Terus dia bilang, kalo ga temenin ke sana aja deh ga pake makan, cuma ngambil buku dia doang di temennya. Yaudahkan gue pikir sekalian gue balik dari Plangi juga deh. Eh ternyata gue ga jadi buru-buru nih. Novia pake pup dulu lagi gue temenin hahah.

Eh pas nyampe lantai 3A nih, ah gila gue beneran ga nyangka! Disana udah berkumpul cewe-cewe itu pake topeng-topengan sama nyiapin selusin donat sama ada lilinnya. Iiiiih super gembira gue terharu bangeet :') Makasih ya girls :*

Thank you girls ♥

Deisy, Me, Fifi.

Michelle, Stacia, Me, Novia.

Up: Celi and Stacia.

Down: Novia, Me, Fifi, Michelle.

Terus yaudah abis itu kita ngobrol-ngobrol sama foto-foto lumayan lama juga. Hehe. Tapi Eci ga bisa ikutan karena dia harus ngeles. Uda gitu sekitar jam 6an Vita nyamperin kita abis dia kelas. Here we are:

MY SUPER 20! ♥ (part I)

Hello today's my 20th birthday, makin tuir deh gue. Hahaha. Tapi gapapa, I'm thanking God that I can live this long. Di hari ini, gue super seneng deh. Lemme tell you why.

I got suprise from my beloved rangers! Ya, they're Anita, Ganes, Rully, Febrio. Jadi tuh ceritanya di hari ini gue sedih kan Ganes sama Febrio ga ucapin selamat, gue pikir mereka lupa. Fyi, Ganes lagi di Anyer (gue pikir dia keasikan sama temen-temennya), dan Febrio futsal. Udah gitu tadinya gue males juga dinner kalo ga lengkap rangersnya, tp Anita kekeuh tetep jadi aja. Yaudah nih jadi. Mereka dateng ngaret 2 jam sampe gue kesel banget.

Udah nih berangkat ya dari rumah, Rully bilang isi bensin dulu. Gue nangis tuh di jalan karna saking kesel dan sedihnya. Eh abis isi bensin di PIK, tiba-tiba Rully minggir.

Gue: "Rul ini ngapain deh minggir?"

Rully: "Tau tuh ada orang mepet-mepet."

Gue heran bukan main dong orang jalanan super sepi, baru mau protes sama Rully tapi dia udah turun duluan dari mobil.

Tiba-tiba kaca mobil diketok-ketok keras, "Heh turun lo turun!". Gataunya itu Ganeeeeeess bawa kue ulangtahun sama Febrio aaaaaaaaaa gila gue speechless! Seneng bukan main.

See? Mata gue masih bengep tuh hahah. Ini pas mereka kasih kuenya :)

This is it, my birthday cake. Kata Ganes waktu tulisannya dibikin itu sampe ngulang 2x karena ga muat kepanjangan, hahaha. Tetep aja ga cukup untuk tulis 'e' di belakang.

It's me with Anita.

Di jalan ngobrol-ngobrol lah kita. Gue bener-bener ga nyangka. Seneng bukan kepalang! :D Lanjutlah kita dinner di Bamboo datenghya setengah jam sebelum tutup, tapi kenyang juga kok. Oya, I got birthday presents from them, love it love it love it ♥

Thank you guys, I love it too much! ♥

Ya it's me!

Setelahnya kita cabs ke Bengawan Solo Coffee PIK to have a quality time. Ngga lama kemudian udah balik. Tons of thaaaaaanks for my Rangers! I really ♥ you :*