MY SUPER 20! ♥ (part II)

Halooo, gue begitu seneng dapet surprise lagi. This time I got it from my girls: Stacia, Deisy, Novia, Michelle, Fifi, Celi. Bener-bener ngga nyangkaaaa!

Jadi tuh kemaren kan gue ngampus, nah pas abis kelas sore-sore gitu Novia pertamanya minta temenin makan di Plangi tapi gue bilang gue ga bisa kalo nemenin makan karena gue buru-buru. Terus dia bilang, kalo ga temenin ke sana aja deh ga pake makan, cuma ngambil buku dia doang di temennya. Yaudahkan gue pikir sekalian gue balik dari Plangi juga deh. Eh ternyata gue ga jadi buru-buru nih. Novia pake pup dulu lagi gue temenin hahah.

Eh pas nyampe lantai 3A nih, ah gila gue beneran ga nyangka! Disana udah berkumpul cewe-cewe itu pake topeng-topengan sama nyiapin selusin donat sama ada lilinnya. Iiiiih super gembira gue terharu bangeet :') Makasih ya girls :*

Thank you girls ♥

Deisy, Me, Fifi.

Michelle, Stacia, Me, Novia.

Up: Celi and Stacia.

Down: Novia, Me, Fifi, Michelle.

Terus yaudah abis itu kita ngobrol-ngobrol sama foto-foto lumayan lama juga. Hehe. Tapi Eci ga bisa ikutan karena dia harus ngeles. Uda gitu sekitar jam 6an Vita nyamperin kita abis dia kelas. Here we are:

MY SUPER 20! ♥ (part I)

Hello today's my 20th birthday, makin tuir deh gue. Hahaha. Tapi gapapa, I'm thanking God that I can live this long. Di hari ini, gue super seneng deh. Lemme tell you why.

I got suprise from my beloved rangers! Ya, they're Anita, Ganes, Rully, Febrio. Jadi tuh ceritanya di hari ini gue sedih kan Ganes sama Febrio ga ucapin selamat, gue pikir mereka lupa. Fyi, Ganes lagi di Anyer (gue pikir dia keasikan sama temen-temennya), dan Febrio futsal. Udah gitu tadinya gue males juga dinner kalo ga lengkap rangersnya, tp Anita kekeuh tetep jadi aja. Yaudah nih jadi. Mereka dateng ngaret 2 jam sampe gue kesel banget.

Udah nih berangkat ya dari rumah, Rully bilang isi bensin dulu. Gue nangis tuh di jalan karna saking kesel dan sedihnya. Eh abis isi bensin di PIK, tiba-tiba Rully minggir.

Gue: "Rul ini ngapain deh minggir?"

Rully: "Tau tuh ada orang mepet-mepet."

Gue heran bukan main dong orang jalanan super sepi, baru mau protes sama Rully tapi dia udah turun duluan dari mobil.

Tiba-tiba kaca mobil diketok-ketok keras, "Heh turun lo turun!". Gataunya itu Ganeeeeeess bawa kue ulangtahun sama Febrio aaaaaaaaaa gila gue speechless! Seneng bukan main.

See? Mata gue masih bengep tuh hahah. Ini pas mereka kasih kuenya :)

This is it, my birthday cake. Kata Ganes waktu tulisannya dibikin itu sampe ngulang 2x karena ga muat kepanjangan, hahaha. Tetep aja ga cukup untuk tulis 'e' di belakang.

It's me with Anita.

Di jalan ngobrol-ngobrol lah kita. Gue bener-bener ga nyangka. Seneng bukan kepalang! :D Lanjutlah kita dinner di Bamboo datenghya setengah jam sebelum tutup, tapi kenyang juga kok. Oya, I got birthday presents from them, love it love it love it ♥

Thank you guys, I love it too much! ♥

Ya it's me!

Setelahnya kita cabs ke Bengawan Solo Coffee PIK to have a quality time. Ngga lama kemudian udah balik. Tons of thaaaaaanks for my Rangers! I really ♥ you :*

New Year

Happy new yeaaaaaaar everybody! Let's wish that 2011 will bring us better luck :D Time flies so fast, eh? Do you feel it too? I do. In this 1st of January, it's kinda missed if I don't post about my new year eve. Hehe. I opened 2011 with my lovelies: Ganes, Rully, Febrio, Vito. We missed Anita, because she still out of town :(

At December 31st evening, Rully pick me up at home then we went to Hollywood XXI to buy some movie tickets for all of us. Then we headed to Epicentrum Walk, buying a barbeque sauce, chilli sauce, and 2 bottles of 2 litres soda. Afterward, Febrio's house was our next destination.

At 7 p.m we were in Hollywood XXI waiting for our movie. We catch 'The Tourist', a movie by Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie. Thumbs up! Must watched movie. I love Johnny Depp for his acting, really sophisticated.

Okay, after that we went to Hero Supermarket to buy a bag of french fries, and directly headed to Febrio's house. We prepared everything. Do you know, that was very hard. We almost surrendered. Me and Vito prepared the foods in the kitchen. Ganes, Rully, and Febrio prepared the toaster with charcoals, the charcoals didn't turn into ember. Almost gave up, up-and-downstairs for 3 levels. But finally it turned into ember! Really need a big effort to do all of this. We celebrate new year in Febrio's rooftop. We ate, we laugh, we played fireworks, we took pictures. I love that night. Wanna see us? Here you go:

First preparation.

Finally!

Smokey pict.

It's me with my fireworks ;)

we're playing our own firework :D

On the last pict, Ganes is so weird :p What happen with his mouth? lol. Okay think this is enough, see yaa on the next post! :)

Lessons Learned From The Timeless Fairytales.

Hello there! How are you doin? Hope you're good. Did you know, I'm a great fan of Disney Princess, they're all sweet. Hbu, do you? This post, I'm tryin to make a conclusion by myself, take lessons to be learned from the story of Disney Princesses. Not all of them, just some. Enjoy my article! :D

I. Beauty And the Beast.

Overview:

Once upon a time, Belle, the beauty was falling in love with the scary big beast. She loves Beast just the way he is, until one day something revealed. Actually, Beast was a cursed prince charming. They lived happily ever after.

Lesson learned:

1. Don't judge the book by its cover, means, don't judge people by their appearance.

2. Love your partner just the way they are.

3. Just be patient and believe.

II. The Little Mermaid.

Overview:

Once upon a time, Ariel, the beautiful mermaid was falling in love with the prince charming from mainland. She couldn't reach the land if she's still a mermaid. One day, Ursula, the wicked-fat-ugly-octopus offered Ariel to exchange her beautiful voice with a pair of legs. Ariel accepted and went to the prince's place, but she had no voice to speak. Prince didn't know who she really was. Ariel was brokenhearted and turned into foam in the sea.

Lesson learned:

1. Don't fall in love with someone whose world is totally different with you, that you cannot reach them.

2. Don't sacrifice your great things for people who even don't know that you're exist.

III. Cinderella

Overview:

Once upon a time, Cinderella, a beautiful girl left by her mom's death. She lived with her father, and her cruel stepmother along with two stepsisters. One day, a prince held a ball in his spacious palace. Cinderella didn't allowed to go there by her stepmother. But she could go there, helped by her Fairy God Mother. Of course, Cinderella was offering her effort and courageous too.

Lessons learned:

1. Never give up on your life, whatever the condition is. Keep showing your effort.

2. Just believe that miracles will come to you. (Of course this one's a joke. Don't take it too serious, lol.)

Is that enough? I guess no :p But I have no more idea. So, see ya in the next post with different topics! :D

Firework - Katy Perry

Hohoho, Santa Claus is comin to town! Hey it's Christmas already. So, first of all, I wanna wish you have yourself a merry little christmas, and joy to the world the Lord has come :D

Hey but I'm not gonna talkin about christmas at this post. I'll show you a great video clip, comes from Katy Perry, called Firework. This one's soooo inspiring, enjoy!

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
drifting through the wind
wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
like a house of cards,
one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through-ough-ough

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

OMG I Love My New Haircut So Much Damn! :D

Wow, it's Christmas Eve! :) Do you go to church tonight?

I haven't told ya that I got a new haircut (again), rite? I didn't like my hair before it's just like I have now, only survive for 1.5 months, then I decided to cut it again at Monday (Dec 20th, 2010). And I looooooooove it sooooo badlyyyy :D I have a cute pict that is so true :p this is it:

LOL, just like me. Before I got my current hair. Maybe now I'm in the 2nd phase :p

Wanna see me with my new hair? Here you are:

Those picts were taken yesterday at Starbucks Coffee Pondok Indah Mall, I went there with #rangers minus Anita. Anyway I just edited some picts of us (and mine of course). Tadaaaa!

This one's taken when the three of us waited for Febrio, at his father's office called Gedung Kementrian Keuangan. We just got sooo bored, then I had a quite fun idea like this ;p

It's me and Rully, don't know what's on our head that we wore those glasses like that, lol. I edited this till it became a lil bit cartoon effect, do you see it?

Me! :D

I'm sorry guys for making you blur :p But all of you just didn't focus to camera, so it's not my fault that I edited like this, hehee.

I think that's all that I wanna share now. Once again, prepare for your santa socks :D Have yourself a merry little christmas, folks! :)

postingan galau *sigh*

Hello there! I don't know how to start this actually. I just wanna share a thougt that's running in my mind. Bolehlah ya sekali-sekali curcol di blog, belum pernah juga kan, dan lagian kayanya ga bakal ada yang buka blog gue juga hehe.

Gue mendem ini udah memasuki bulan kesembilan sekarang, cukup terbilang lama ya.

Gue pernah ngalamin hal kaya gini sebelumnya, tapi lebih sebentar, 5 bulan.

Lemme flashing back a little, kejadiannya berlangsung akhir 2007 sampe awal 2008. Biar begitu, 5 bulan ga bisa dibilang waktu yang sedikit juga. Gue jalanin hari-hari gue sama dia, dia begitu perhatian sama gue, yang kalo bisa dibilang lebih dari temen. Of course, basically statusnya emang masih temen sih. Tapi perlakuan dia yang ga bisa dibilang kaya temen. Endingnya? Ga seperti yang diharapkan. 5 bulan berlalu, semua yang udah dijalanin pun sia-sia. Mungkin emang bukan jalan kita untuk menjadi lebih dari sekedar temen. Gue berusaha dan sangat berusaha ngelupain dia. Dan itu ga mudah, sangaaaat susah! Butuh waktu yang cukup lama dan itupun kayanya belum bener-bener bersih kehapus. Ok, cukup sampe sini ya flashbacknya.

Now, I wanna tell you, kayaknya gue berada di posisi yang seperti itu lagi. Gue trauma, takut kejadian itu keulang lagi. Dan yang kali ini udah lebih lama. Gue masih belum tau dia gimana. Ya, as told by a besties of mine, dia perlakuin gue beda dari yang lain. Oke, lo boleh bilang gue gede rasa a.k.a geer dalam hal ini. Maybe you don't know how it feels, but i'm afraid to be given a fake hope (again). Fyi, I've tried million times to forget him, to erase him from my mind and my heart, but always and always failed. What can I do more? Belakangan dia makin baik sama gue, gue harus gimana? Sedangkan gue ga punya jaminan buat kedepannya kita pasti bisa bareng.

Dan kemaren nih, iya kemaren, gue udah menemukan kebohongan dia yang pertama. Emang sih cuma kebohongan kecil, tapi gue paling benci dibohongin sekecil apapun itu, karna menurut gue kebohongan besar bermula dari kebohongan-kebohongan kecil. Dan gue merasa dia ngebohongin gue lagi tentang suatu hal, yang gue yakin dia bener-bener bohongin gue. Yaudahlah mau dikata apa kalo dia ga mau ngaku, ataupun bisa jadi gue yang salah. *sigh*

Selama ini gue berusaha percaya setiap omongannya, berusaha percaya apa yang dia bilang. But trust is like a crumpled paper, trust is like a mirror. Ibarat kaca yg masih baru, terus pecah, itu kaya kepercayaan yang masih penuh dan dikecewain, kepercayaan itu ga akan bisa kembali seperti semula. Kalopun rasa percaya itu muncul lagi, ya ga akan sebesar pertama yang masih penuh.

Buat lo yang merasa lagi gue omongin ini, mungkin suatu saat lo akan baca, tapi ya ga tau kapan, semoga lo sadar ya akan apa yang lagi lo lakukan sekarang. Please jangan buat gue kecewa, ok?